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Saturday, September 30, 2006

yes i think i did go crazy a few days ago.
in a day i had 3 pts who drove me nuts.
literally... nuts.
In that moment i thot that i was going quit my job and leave. give up my aspirations, lose my passion and see life as hopeless and meaningless. thank God that after i met him for dinner, rested for the nite, life was a tad more.. sane. and i could once again see life with some color.

pain.
can u comprehend how it feels.
when a mother loses her child.
someone whom u trust betraying u.
a broken promise.
the knowledge of knowing that something u yearn for can never be yours.
pain. i dont profess to know.
how it feels to lose a person u love.
but i dont wanna sit down one day.
in my bed, realising that i'm going to lose that person i love.
i dont wanna live my life regretting.

fallen @ 9/30/2006 01:25:00 AM