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I am trying to find myself,
in the midst of the changes around me.
Learning not to judge,
or make careless assumptions.
Giving people the chances,
Which I wished I could have had.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son" John 3: 16-18





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    Wednesday, November 15, 2006

    emptiness is a sign of purposelessness.

    it's been a while since i took a step back and reflected on my life as of now. i seem to be running after a train which is forever running ahead of me. "no time, no time" is my favourite word of the day and i go into this brooding mood of how life is unfair and how i wish things were different.

    then i read an entry on my friend's blog.

    someone said to me yesterday,
    i would love to have your life.
    you have a good life.
    you got to study what you liked in the university,
    you did well enough,
    you got a well-paying job
    that has reasonable working hours
    and doesn't demand that much of you,
    you are doing something you like,
    you have a steady long-term boyfriend,
    you come from a good family background,
    you have no debts to pay,
    you dance well and perform,you can write,
    you go to the gym twice a weekand
    there isn't anything wrong with your looks,
    what more could you ask for?
    i would love to have your life.
    it made me stop for a while,and say in my head,
    i should be extremely grateful.
    and ashamed.
    of my human nature indulging in
    never ending ever lasting wants.
    i am blessed.
    i can only hopethat
    i will prove to be deserving and that i will never grow
    blind and unkind.
    then i sit and wonder to myself.
    where is my life heading to?
    why do i have such incessent wants, needs and desires.
    can't i just be as contented as i was?

    fallen @ 11/15/2006 12:08:00 AM