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I am trying to find myself,
in the midst of the changes around me.
Learning not to judge,
or make careless assumptions.
Giving people the chances,
Which I wished I could have had.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son" John 3: 16-18





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    Monday, January 28, 2008

    Deceptive Looks

    i've come to realise that the meaner a person is.
    the softer the person is in the inside.
    it's as if the meaness is a form of protection,
    against the outter world which may look sweet and kind,
    but in reality gives us the sharpest and deepest pain.


    - drama serials.
    - animes.
    - Kbox.
    - online games.
    What do these have in common?
    they take my mind off reality.
    they give me a path to escape.
    they pull me out of a dark world, and they put me into somewhere safe.
    where no one can hurt me.

    a vaccum that yearns to be filled.
    i know the right things.
    they right ways.
    i know u mean the best for me.
    i really do.
    i appreciate ur hard love.
    but i dont want to be loved by you in that way.
    i'd rather you just leave me alone.
    cos i am not deserving.
    and neither am i wanting.
    perhaps what you say is true.
    i am on the path to destruction.
    self-destruction.
    blame no one but me.
    dont blame those i love, or those who love me.
    i am to be blamed.

    "Accursed Faustus, wretch, what hast thou done?
    I do repent, and yet I do despair.
    Hell strives with grace for conquest in my breast.
    What shall I do to shun the snares of death?"
    Act 5, Scene 1, Lines 68-71 - Dr. Faustus

    fallen @ 1/28/2008 01:17:00 PM